Our Coaches are invested in your health, and are dedicated to helping you discover your best healthy self. You can watch Coach Allison and our whole panel of experts in the AF App, plus ask questions, connect with the AF community, and more. Now on to Coach Alli’s story.
I’ve told my story so many times and each time I hope that it helps just one person. I hope that person is reading this right now.
I was a relatively normal kid and teenager. Towards my adult years, however, I struggled with a depression like I had never felt before, and I had no idea how to manage it.
I sought help from doctors and was put on so many different medications to try and solve the problem. Through that journey I gained over 80 pounds and completely lost myself. I turned to alcohol and pills to try and numb the pain of not understanding how to feel normal and complete even the most basic tasks. It took being hospitalized for an overdose to bring me face to face with my problems.
Becoming the person I needed most
Around this time, I joined Anytime Fitness. This was over 6 years ago. I worked with a Coach there and fell in love with lifting weights. I started to put on some muscle weight (which was hard) and began to feel that thrill of power again, but in a new, different way.
I became fascinated with how the female body worked and how unique we are. I decided to learn more and took several courses and certifications to try and help others like me. I became the woman that I needed years ago to help me learn how. I took that knowledge and held myself accountable for my clients and myself. I built a strong client base by helping people see that there is a way to be healthy without the extremes, without guilt, and without hating yourself.
The fight is never over. To this day I still struggle with body dysmorphia. My weight has gone up and down 20 pounds over the years, but one thing has remained constant: I never give up on myself, and I never stop fighting.
Is my life perfect? Absolutely not. However, I no longer believe that things need to be “perfect” for me to be happy and healthy. I just have to do my best. That’s it. My best looks different each day, but it’s always what I can do.
If you take anything away from my experience, it should be this: Your best is enough. You are enough. Stop trying to change everything or fit into some box. Be you, love yourself, show yourself grace and the rest will come.
If these are things you struggle with, work with a Coach that understands how you feel and what you need, and can provide support until you are strong enough to do it on your own.
Just don’t give up.
You can find Coach Alli on the AF App, and if you’re ready for support on your fitness journey, visit your local Anytime Fitness gym and ask about Coaching options today.